It’s amazing how the universe works. When you find out how you can get all the answers to the questions you have and that you can create the life you want, it’s like you switch on. The universe has a unique way of communicating. There are so many ways and it happen to be that one of the most important conversations I had with the universe, was thanks to chickens.
Last year (2020) I did a lot of research about the whole pandemic. So much, that I actually wrote a lot of it down in an article, which you can read HERE if you like. After I published the article I took a step back, because the research is not only time consuming, but realising how the world works and what things are put in place to control it, are a big thing to take in mentally. I also realised that I don’t want to be a soldier in this war. I want to be the person w ho spreads light and love, to shine this light on the darkness, knowing that love always wins.
Who is on the side of LOVE, is always on the winning side.
I want people to understand themselves better, to understand the strength of their own power. We are so powerful! This is the reason why I created the Light and Love Courses. You are worth opening your eyes to your super powers.
I was thinking about a way to get away from the system, I’ve always done this in one way or another. When I publishing the article, I already lived in my van (that I converted to a camper-van) for 2,5 years. I wanted to travel around, that was always the plan. Sadly, this wasn’t going to work out with all the restrictions though. I had another dream; after I felt I did enough traveling (more like a 10-20 year plan), I wanted to buy a piece of land with or without a building on it and start a community/animal sanctuary. A place where people could go, coming back to themselves. Be one with nature, go back to basic and see the beauty of living as a part of the whole. I could rescue animals, especially focusing on the old/sick stray dogs and cats and ex-industry animals. Start a permaculture and be as self sufficient as possible, all year round. This future plan started to feel like the only option to actually live the way I want to live.
One day, somewhere in March, I did a lot of research again and it made me feel so down. I cried, because I felt so desperate and powerless. The whole day I almost felt paralysed with this feeling. It was also the day when a ‘voice’ in my head told me to cross the North Sea. My last workday was in the end of April and my plan was still to travel through England, Wales, Scotland and Ireland after that. So, every time this voice came up, I ignored it, because I didn’t want that. I wanted to travel, before crossing. This was always the plan; I let my head lead, instead of listening to my heart/intuition. The voice was so persistent though, that I decided to just take a quick look at the government website to see what were the possibilities if I did decide to cross. As soon as I started look a restless feeling was replaced by calm. I started to see so much synchronicity everywhere and I just felt that I couldn’t ignore this voice (that was really screaming in the end), but that I had to listen.